N Saturday, June 25, 2005
take me away, take my misery awaynot a happy day. everything turned out boohoo. everytime its supposed to be happy thing, but something will still spoil it for me. ten indeed. nvm. i shudnt ask for more. its just not right. boos.
waking up at 8 tmr. about 4hrs of slp from now. not alil excited. been waiting for so long for this day to come, but somehuw i dunt feel excited. i feel weird. i dunt knw huw to express huw im feeling. its just.. my plan for tmr does not include ... wait, thats not exactly it. its just that, everytime theres a plan to go out, there will be a priority and i'll try to make make sure everything goes smoothly. urgh, i dunt knw what am i toking about. forget it. ha.
im so tired. will tmr be a happy day for all of us? hahas. past few days. no need to say also know. ive been out. sunday, it was a airport day and a mrt ride day. thou nothing much, but i still had fun, seriously. went to eat swensens and walked ard in the airport b4 taking the train back to tp. arcade for you? then dinner at art bistro. monday, study day yet not much of a study day. hur hur. tuesday, 3 of em came over to my plc. dinner out and stuffs? yepps. wednesday, supposed to be at the airport but no. decided to be in tp for our sakae instead. hur. and i was dressed up. what a waste of time. ha. then it was pool and then to meet jh and chow. thurs, went to town to catch alot like love. a nice movie. they wasted six years to be tgt. haha. but its a sweet movie. went to eat after tt, walk ard then went back tp to meet tiff for dinner. she missed her last train, so we headed to mj hse. left at 5plus. hur hur.
yep, thats about it. my life sucks. its screwed. i wish i have another chance. but thats life. it wunt slow down and wait for you to catch up. everyone have to catch up with their busy lives. sighs. school is reopening in 2 days. im not a lease prepared. hwks done? no. its okay, huw abt another yr of sec4 work? ha. im so down. i shall drown myself by gg to slp. haha.
no faith, no trust, no nothing. otherwise there wudnt be any pretence.
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